Thursday, December 27, 2018

End of blog

I have decided for a fresh start on a new blog since i have been unable to access this blog in a long time or modify it. For some reason the original login doesn't work I have been able to get in the through the other account but all it will let me do is this one post. So I am just going to start up a new blog. Which can be found here.


Thnx for staying with me over the years and the support. Hope to talk to you all more soon.

Aruki

Monday, July 17, 2017

Painting Table #11 2017

Didn't get a lot done this time around mainly due to work but also taking my time to really read through and try and figure out the new 40k rules and such.

I did however finish off my last 2 american ships for Trafalgar and my Raging Heroes stuff showed up for Mordheim. Which means I can convert up my sisters now that I have everything.

Hopefully more done this time around.
More I hope the end of this week.

Aruki



Thursday, June 29, 2017

Painting Table #10 2017

So jumping back in the saddle I started up a few projects. My American Napoleonics fleet. Some stuff for TNT, maybe frostgrave and Rouge stars
More work than you would think for such a small scale but with my head set they get done faster.

Quick and easy to paint mutant rats, they are almost done.

Loving the robot mini.

Some Peace Keepers.

More Peace Keepers

More as I get stuff done.
Aruki

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Where I have been and a little awareness.

As some of you may have noticed I disappeared a few months ago. After finally getting fired up again. This happens occasionally and usually for a easy bah its life reason. However, today I need to admit this last one was not for one of those reasons. No let me be clear I am not looking for pity or input on my own case. I am getting help and working on it. I am putting this out there to raise awareness and hopefully get you the help you may need or help you help someone else.

Over the past year my overall mental state had gotten really bad. I became massively depressed and had concluded it would better for me to just disappear. This has only ever happen one other time in my life and at that time I admit I was just young and stupid and over reacting. At that time a very good older friend of mine realized what was happening and gave me the support I needed to work through everything without melting down. This time around however, no one was and I almost entered a complete melt down.

Recovery has been slow and I am still not at 100% but it is something I am working on daily with my family. It has now gotten to the point where I actually feel like picking up paint brushes, painting, gaming and such again. So I will start posting again probably next week.

I hope having read this you will take the time to look around at the people in your life or maybe yourself and help whoever is needed. Just having someone take an interest can help a lot.

Thanks
Aruki